I Thought, 'my God, This Is Like

When You're Onstage With An Electric Band Going Through A Massive P.a. System, It's Very Artificial. You Can't Really Hear Your Own Voice As It Comes Out Of Your Mouth.

In My Lowest Moments, The Only Reason I Didn't Commit Suicide Was That I Knew I Wouldn't Be Able To Drink Any More If I Was Dead.

But I Did Go To Music Really Early On, Even When I Was 4 Or 5, I Was Responding To Music Probably In Ways Other Kids Were Not.

I Used To Do Crazy Things That People Would Bail Me Out Of, And I'm Just Grateful That I Survived. But The Music Got Very Lost; I Didn't Know Where I Was Going, And I Didn't Really Care. I Was More Into Just Having A Good Time, And I Think It Showed.

Well, I Think Part Of My Gift, Or If I Have One, Is That I Love Listening.