I Think I'm Still Figuring Out How

It Takes Away A Lot Of The Thrill Of Killing Yourself When People Are Looking For You And You're Disappointing Them, Because It Is A Lot Of Fun When You're Out There Killing Yourself.

I Had Not Had Any Drugs For 5 Years But Then I Relapsed Again. I Have Also Smoked Nearly Everything. Every Day It Was A Battle To Recover, Which I Fought For My Son And Myself.

I Was Like A Clock That Had Exploded- My Springs Were Hanging Out, My Hands Were Cockeyed, And My Numbers Were Falling Off.

There Was An Uncommon Array Of People In There [rehab] With Me, And I Became Friends With All Of Them. You Recognize The Possibility Of Your Own Demise In The Lives Of These Other People. You're Doing The Same Thing They Are, But You Can't See It In Yourself. However, You Start Seeing All Of These Tragedies And Potential Miracles In Other People. It's A Real Eye- And Heart-opening Situation.

If You Want To Get Along With Somebody, Let Them Be Right, And It Will Last Longer.