I Think Everybody Works From A Defensive

I Had A Lot Of Time To Myself, And I Would Listen To A Lot Of Music, Mostly Music That I Knew Fairly Well And Had A Relationship With. And I'd Think, Well, What Is It That I've Never Been Able To Do That This Person Or People Are Able To Do With This Song? Why Haven't I Been Able To Do It, And What Can They Do That I Wish I Could Do? And Then I'd Try To Do That. I'd Start Each Day Getting Into The Songs, And I'd Think About How I Might Get Closer To This Music That I Love, But Haven't Been Able To Make Before.

I Feel Much More Physically Connected To My Voice, And I Like The Physicality Of The Voice, And How The Voice Can Physically Occupy A Song.

Sometimes It Will Be For More Money Than I've Ever Been Offered Before. I Mean, Am I An Idiot Again For Not Doing That?

You're Making Something That Won't Be What It Is Until Some Unknown Date In The Future. All Aspects Of The Personal Disappear.

I Figure It's Okay To Make Certain Rules, Whether Or Not People Despise You For It At The Time.