I Started To Write An Apology, But

I'm Trying Not To Change.

Not Completely, But Neither Of Us Gets Mad When The Other Doesn't Text Back Or Call. Life's Super-busy. Obviously You Know What They're Doing, And You Trust Them. We're So Young That It Would Almost Be Like If We Lived In The Same City, What Would Happen? We'd Be Living Together. At Least This Way He's In The Same Boat As I Am: We Can Go Out And Have Our Own Lives And Know That We Have Each Other.

I'm Still Getting Used To Everything. It Still Makes Me A Little Emotional, Just To See How Quickly Everything Kind Of Changes - That It Changes So Fast.

It's Just So Bizarre How In This World If You Have Asthma, You Take Asthma Medication. If You Have Diabetes, You Take Diabetes Medication. But As Soon As You Have To Take Medicine For Your Mind, It's Such A Stigma Behind It.

Once I'm Obsessed With Somebody, I'm Terrified Of Them Instantly. I'm Not Scared Of Them - I'm Scared Of Me And How I Will React.