I Was Never Into The Boy Crazy

[2010] Was A Rough Year. Between My Divorce And The Other Things I Went Through, A Lot Happened. It's Hard For Anyone To Go Through That In Public. But When You're A Celebrity And Under A Microscope, It's 58 Million Times Harder. I Grew An Even Thicker Skin After That Hard Year.

I Felt Caged By My Childhood.

I Wanna Say Thank You Cause: Makes Me That Much Stronger, Makes Me Work A Little Bit Harder. Makes Me That Much Wiser. So Thanks For Making Me A Fighter!

I Don't See Makeup As A Defense. I See It As A Creative Outlet. I Am A Woman Who Has My Extreme Vulnerable Side And My Baggage--and At Times I Feel Extremely Weak. And Who's To Say A Little Mascara Doesn't Make You Feel More Confident When You Pop It On And Look In The Mirror? It Helps, Especially In My Position, Where I Have People Waiting Down The Street To Take Pictures Of Me So They Can Evaluate And Criticize Every Little Flaw On My Face.

For A Shield From The Storm, For A Friend, For A Love To Keep Me Safe And Warm...i Turn To You. For The Strength To Be Strong, For The Will To Carry On...for Everything You Do, For Everything Thats True, I Turn To You.