I Need To Behave In A Way

In The Past, I've Been Reluctant To Share Any Bits Of Truth About Myself Or To Really Let People In On My Reality. So I Have Said Some Things To Throw People Off The Scent Of What's Really Going On In My Life. So I Have Sort Of Aided The Media In Printing These Misconceptions, Which I Regret.

I Always Want To Be A Part Of Ensembles. Besides It Feeling Safer, I Think It's A More Fun Environment To Work In. To Have A Bunch Of People Collaborating On Something, It Takes The Pressure Off Of Each Individual.

As Soon As You Tell Me To Do One Thing, I Do The Opposite. As Soon As Someone Tells Me Not To Get Any More Tattoos, I Have This Intense Fire Burning Inside Me To Cover Myself With Them. I Don't Care If It's Self-destructive. I Just Have That Need To Rebel.

I Don't Know If You're Ever Prepared For Public Scrutiny. I Don't Know If You Can Even Mentally Prepare Yourself For It. But It Is Part Of The Job. It's Maybe Not The Most Pleasant Part But I Get To Experience So Many Other Things That I Shouldn't Be Able To Experience. So, That's The Trade-off.

Hold Your Head High, And Your Middle Finger Higher.