I Made Up My Mind That Nothing,,

I Think After You Live It's Like Before You Lived.

[...]it Is As If After Surviving So Much, There Was No Longer Reason To Survive.

Marriage Is Like A Chess Match Is Initiated And The Board Expands Over Time Until It Takes Up All Of A Life.

I Observe, I Write, I Try Not To Remember The Life That I Didn't Want To Loose But Lost And Have To Remember, Being Here Fills My Heart With So Much Joy, Even If The Joy Isn't Mine, And At The End Of The Day I Fill The Suitcase With Old News.

People Hurt Each Other. That's What People Do.