I’m Trying To Accept Where I’m At,

People Always Ask If I Was Really Voted Most Bizarre Girl In High School. But That One's Actually True. I Was Living In Michigan In A Very Conservative Town And Had A Nose-ring And A Shaved Head And Did Kind Of Strange Things.

You Know, One Day You Look At The Person And You See Something More Than You Did The Night Before. Like A Switch Has Been Flicked Somewhere. And The Person Who Was Just A Friend Is... Suddenly The Only Person You Can Ever Imagine Yourself With.

Sometimes, I Genuinely Enjoy Having Conversations With Journalists; Enjoying The Few Moments Of Intimacy With A Stranger Is Fascinating To Me. But Once In A While That Backfires And You're Suddenly Reading Something That Has A Bent On It That You Didn't Feel Was In The Least Bit A Part Of The Conversation That You Thought You Were Having. Then You Get Overly Protective And Say Very Little And Then You Come Out Of The Hole Again.

There's A Big Part Of Me That Would Love To Be A Secret Agent. But If I Showed Up To Do An Investigation And Interrogate Someone Now, They Wouldn't Be Able To Take Me Seriously. I've Ruined That For Myself.

When I Finished The Series, I Wasn't Going To Do Television Again. I Never Wanted To Do Television To Begin With, And I Was So Exhausted By The Process That I Was Wary Of Being In Front Of The Camera Again.