I Knew I Wanted It To Be

My First Top Of The Pops I Didn't Want To Do. I Was Terrified. I'd Never Done Television Before. Seeing The Video Afterwards Was Like Watching Myself Die.

I've Read A Couple Of Things That I Was Sort Of Close To Having A Nervous Breakdown. But I Don't Think I Was. I Was Very, Very Tired. It Was A Really Difficult Time.

Chips Of Plutonium Are Twinkling In Every Lung.

Even Just Making Albums - Which Was More Within The Structure That I've Worked In For Years - You Have No Idea How People Will Respond. You Don't Know If It'll Be Any Good Whatsoever. It Can Be Terrifying.

As An Artist, You're Never Happy With Anything You Do. It's Part Of The Process.