I Hope I Am A Psychotherapist's Dream.

I Guess I Felt Straight When I Was Allowed To Get Married. Now I Feel Queerer Because I'm Not. It's The Only Thing That's Changed. I Wouldn't Measure It In Icon Status Or How Much My Demographic Has Changed, But In The Rage I Feel, And Being Not Equal.

A Lot Of People Come Up To Me Expecting To Meet The Person They Have Seen Perform. It's Not Going To Happen, Unless My Mania, My Stage Person, Responds To Them And Not The Real Me.

It Was Really Shocking To Me That When I Was Dating A Dude I Could Get Married And My Taxes Were 8 Grand Less, Blah Blah Blah.

When People Say, "show Your Face, You're Not Ugly." I Want To Say, "i Know. I'm Not Doing It Because I Think I'm Ugly; I'm Trying To Have Some Control Over My Image. And I'm Allowed To Maintain Some Modicum Of Privacy. But Also I'd Like Not To Be Picked Apart Or For People To Observe When I Put On Ten Pounds Or I Have A Hair Extension Out Of Place." Most People Don't Have To Be Under That Pressure, And I'd Like To Be One Of Them. I Don't Go On Twitter. Because When People Say Things Like, I Don't Know, "i Hope You Get Cancer And Die," It Hurts My Feelings.

I Have Social Anxiety. It's Easier Up On Stage Because There's Security In Being There. When I'm Off Stage I'm Trying Not To Be A Manic Freak. I'm Quite Shy.