I Have To Be Asked, I Guess,

I Justified It In So Many Ways. I Had A Very, Very Long And Difficult Struggle With My Sexuality.

In High School I Had Sex With Girls Quite A Few Times. They Were Straight Women Who I Convinced To Jump In The Sack With Me.

Even When I Took First Prize, Topped The Class, Won The Race, I Never Really Won Anything. I Was Merely Avoiding The Embarrassment Of Losing.

I Knew I Wasn't Attractive, And I Was Very Happy About That. I Didn't Want To Be Attractive. I Didn't Want To Attract. As Long As No One Wanted To Be Let In, I Didn't Have To Shut Anyone Out.

I Love Being Able To Wear Dresses And Clothes That Make Me Feel Feminine And Beautiful, And I Love The Fact That I Don't Have To All The Time; I Can Wear A Tank And Jeans.