I Don't Want To Marry Again. I

It Eats You Up. It Eats You Up. And You Have To - I Had A Lot Of Help. I Had A Lot Of Therapy. And I Was Able To - Because It Was Hard, You Know, To - You Can't Just Lay It On Friends And Children.

They Have - They Do Still Hit Me Occasionally, And It's An Overwhelming Grief For What - Even Though My Life Is So Good Now, Even Including Going Through Treatment For Cancer, My Life Is Incredible.

He Had Parkinson's Disease For About, I'd Say Diagnosed For About 11 Of The Last Years Of His Life. And Treatment Was Not As Good As It Is Now, Of Course. We're Still Going Along And He Died In '85 And He Was 77.

But When This Happens To You - And I Think Other People Would Identify With This - Suddenly, Colors Are Brighter. You See Everything.

And Yet, I Suppose You Mourn The Loss Or The Death Of What You Thought Your Life Was, Even If You Find Your Life Is Better After. You Mourn The Future That You Thought You'd Planned.