I Don't Know Why Anybody Would Be

Hollywood Always Had A Streak Of The Totalitarian In Just About Everything It Did. The Old Moguls Were Essentially Hard-fisted Authoritarians Who Had Created A System Of Linked Dictatorships To Control The Creative People. We Were Supposed To Be The Children; Mad, Tempestuous, Brilliant, Talented, Not Terribly Smart Children.

I Think When I Was In My Early Twenties And Middle Twenties I Didn't Even Know I Wasn't Living Up To My Potential. A Couple Of Friends Told Me I Wasn't And Told Me To Get My Act Together, And It Made A Huge Impact On Me.

I've Been Through So Much Of My Own Self-search That I'm Not As Consumed With Who I Am As I Used To Be.

Then Come The Lights Shining On You From Above. You Are A Performer. You Forget All You Learned, The Process Of Technique, The Fear, The Pain, You Even Forget Who You Are You Become One With The Music, The Lights, Indeed One With The Dance.

No One Ever Really Leaves Hollywood. No One Really Leaves Unless They Are Called Away By God. Even Then, The Impulse Would Be To Come Back Again And Make A Movie About The Experience.