I Can Tell Really Early On In

I Think One Of The Reasons I'm Successful As A Musician Is That The First Like 30 Shows I Played, I Played With No Monitors Standing In Front Of Guitar Amps In A Shitty, Smoky Warehouse Where People Were Screaming And Wasted, Knocking Over My Gear. So Shows After That Seem Pretty Easy!

I Find It Really Hard To Throw Myself Into Something Artistically Where I'm Making Up A Whole Character And Finding Something For That Character To Do.

I Approach Music - And This Sounds Crazy - As Though I'm Phil Spector, And I'm Cranking Out These Pop Stars And Forcing Them To Do All This Stuff - Except They're All Me. But I'm Not, Like, Transgendered.

I Have A Really Weird Relationship With Myself Where I'll Say, "do It, Do It!" And Then, "i Don't Want To Do It Anymore, I Hate Photo Shoots, I'm So Tired Of This!" Or, "i Wrote A Song, And You're Gonna Sing It!" Then, "i Can't Hit The Note." I Want To Be A Behind-the-scenes Producer. I Really Hate Being In Front Of People. But I'm Also Obsessed With Becoming A Pop Star.

The Last Thing I Think About When I'm Making Music Is Its Reception.