I Believe In God And Immortality.

The Reason Why I Take My Life Is Because I Want To Go To My Wife And Boy. My Usefulness In This World Is At An End. I Can Not Be Satisfied In Any Business And Can Not Be Without Their Companionship.

I Am Glad To Go With My Wife And Baby Boy.

My Friends All Regarded Me As A Man Of Unsound Mind Because I Held The View That My Wife Was With Me In Spirit Always. I Have Lived With Her Spirit Guiding Me Every Day And She Is With Me Now As I Write This Letter, And Helps Me To Do As I Am Now Doing.

My Death Will Be Caused By Morphine, Which I Have Deliberately Taken With Suicidal Intent.

What We Are Only Now Beginning To Fully Realize Is That In Seeking Material Pleasure Too Constantly, The Capacity For Enjoyment Or Fulfillment Decreases And Eventually Becomes Exhausted.