Honestly, I'm Really Just A Teddy Bear.

...for The First Time In My Life, A Voice Went Off In My Head:'you Have No Power Over What Happens In Your Life. Drugs Dictate Exactly What You're Going To Do. You've Taken Your Hands Off The Steering Wheel, And You're Going Wherever The Drug World Takes You.' That Had Never Changed. The Feeling Would Well Up Inside Of Me, And No Matter How Much I Loved My Girl Or My Band Or My Friends Or My Family, When That Siren Song 'go Get High Now' Started Playing In My Head, I Was Off.

When We Get Together To Rehearse, We Could Write Music Together All Day Long - Good Music.

We've Put Songs Out On Singles And Weird Little Packages That Only The Real Vinyl-philes Care About.

She Was Probably The Girl I Loved The Most Of All My Girlfriends, But Also The Toughest One To Make Things Work Out With. If I Had Put That Much Effort Into Any Of My Other Relationships, I'd Be Married With Five Kids Now.

Nothing Was Working, And My Friend Was Dead, And I Didn't Want To Look At That.