Happiness Is Health And A Short Memory!

As A Matter Of Fact, I Rather Feel Like Expressing Myself Now.

How Shall I Sum Up My Life? I Think I've Been Particularly Lucky. Does That Have Something To Do With Faith Also? I Know My Mother Always Used To Say, 'good Things Aren't Supposed To Just Fall In Your Lap. God Is Very Generous, But He Expects You To Do Your Part First.' So You Have To Make That Effort. But At The End Of A Bad Time Or A Huge Effort, I've Always Had - How Shall I Say It? - The Prize At The End. My Whole Life Shows That.

I Lack Self-confidence. I Don't Know Whether I Shall Ever Get It. Perhaps It Is Better To Be Unsure Of Your Self, As I Am. But It Is Very Tiring.

If My World Were To Cave In Tomorrow, I Would Look Back On All The Pleasures, Excitements And Worthwhilenesses I Have Been Lucky Enough To Have Had. Not The Sadness, Not My Miscarriages Or My Father Leaving Home, But The Joy Of Everything Else. It Will Have Been Enough.

What Would Be Awful Would Be To Die And Look Back Miserably - Seeing Only The Bad Things, The Opportunities Missed, Or What Could Have Been.