God Comes First - If I Don't

It Hurts A Lot When You Cannot Really Comprehend What A Person Is Saying In A Meeting, Or You Don't Even Understand What You're Reading In Your Contract.

When I Was Five Years Old I Was Molested And Just, You Know. I Remember Feeling, Literally Right Before It Happened, I Just Could Not Believe That This Person Was Going To Do This To Me. That Thing Followed Me All My Life. The Shame Of Thinking My Molestation Was My Fault - It Led Me To Believe I Wasn't Worth Anything.

Really, Every Woman Is An Example To Me, Because As Women We Go Through So Much Pain. We Have To Live This Perfect Life When We Are Messed Up Inside. We All Go Through Trials And Tribulations.

The Only Person That I'm Really Feeling - Because She Has An Identity Of Her Own, Even Though She Has Listened To Mary J. Blige - Is Jill Scott.

So As Long As I'm A Human Being And I'm Not Perfect, I'm Able To Say I'm Having Some Growing Pains. Because In Order To Sustain Where You Are Once You Made Such A Breakthrough That Everyone Is Looking At You, Now Everyone Is Like, 'ooh, Is She Gonna Make A Mistake?' Yes, I'm Going To Make A Mistake. Yes, I'm Still Gonna Do Things.