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I've Always Been Paranoid About The Police, Because Even When I'm Not Doing Anything Illegal, I'm Thinking About Doing Something Illegal. So, Whenever I'm Around A Cop, I Get Uncomfortable And Nervous, Worried That I'll Say The Wrong Thing Or Look So Guilty They'll Arrest Me Anyway. Being Completely Out Of My Mind On Drugs Doesn't Help The Situation Any.

Strangely Enough A Lot Of My Ideals Are Christian In A Sense But I Don't Like The Way That Religion Is Portrayed In America But, I Think, The Album "antichrist Superstar" Really Expresses, When You Look At The Lyrics It Expresses, How I Feel. I Mean It's Based In Individuality And, Strength And Believe In Yourself, Believe In, You're Your Own God.

There's Days When I'd Love Everybody To Relize That Things Have Gone Too Far, And We Need To Be Born Again...but There Are Other Days When I Think The World Deserves To Be Destroyed. Why Should I Help Anybody? Everybody's Stepped On Me My Whole Life.

Not Only Are Love And Hate Such Closely Related Emotions, But It's A Lot Easier To Hate Someone You've Cared About Than Someone You Never Have.

Ultimately, Because I'm An Artist, I Can't Ever Consider Myself A Nihilist, So I Suppose I'm Optimistic.