I Never Think Of The Future. I

That's Always Been Like A Fascination To Me - Watching My Family, Three Sisters And A Brother And All Growing Up Basically In The Same Situation And Each One Being So Totally Different And Going On To Completely Different Areas And Directions. But For Me To Go Into Psychoanalysis Really Steadily, Would Be Putting Too Much Energy Into Trying To Figure Out Why I Am The Way I Am... Basically This Is How I Am And It's Alright And I Don't Want To Know Why I'm This Way.

Once I Started On 'frances' I Discovered It Was Literally A Bottomless Well. It Devastated Me To Maintain That For Eighteen Weeks, To Be Immersed In This State Of Rage For Twelve To Eighteen Hours A Day. It Spilled All Over, Into Other Areas Of My Life.

The Thing With Psychoanalysis Is I Know Basically What Happened In My Childhood. I Know Where Things Went Wrong And I Know What My Mother Said At One Point And What My Father Said At One Point.

...we Must Remain Hopeful That For Our Children And Our Children's Children, That We Are Not A Warring Nation, But We Will Embrace And Practice True Compassion And Honor The Ideals Of Peace And Freedom, And We Will Not Give Up.

To Work On The Actual Location I Think Is Great. This Thing Of Going To Canada And Pretending You're In New York, It's Terrible.