Do I Have To Change My Name,

I've Always Wanted To Be Taller. I Feel Like A Shrimp, But That's The Way It Goes. I'm Five-foot Four-and-a-half-inches - That's Actually Average. Everything About Me Is Average. Everything's Normal, In The Books. It's The Things Inside Me That Make Me Not Average.

Some People Are Medicating Themselves All The Time So That They Don't Have To Embrace Themselves. If You Can't Feel, You Can't Embrace.

But I Love The Idea - Whether It's In My Work Or Where I Live - Exploring New Frontier, And I Like Putting Myself In Strange Places And Trying To Survive And Figure Things Out And Gather Up An Infrastructure. I Like Knowing That I Could Figure Out A Way To Live Anywhere.

Effeminate Men Intrigue Me More Than Anything In The World. I See Them As My Alter Egos. I Feel Very Drawn To Them. I Think Like A Guy, But I'm Feminine. So I Relate To Feminine Men.

I Think It's Just That As A Creative Person, In All The Different Things That I've Done Or Ways That I've Found To Express Myself, I've Consistently Come Up Against Resistance In Certain Areas. I Think That The World Is Not Comfortable With Female Sexuality. It's Always Coming From A Male Point Of View, And A Woman Is Being Objectified By A Man - And Even Women Are Comfortable With That. But When A Woman Does It, Ironically, Women Are Uncomfortable With It. I Think A Lot Of That Has To Do With Conditioning.