And It's Hard At The End Of

I Have A Full Life: I Have Two Amazing Kids, I Have Great Friends, Great Family. And Right Now, That's Plenty For Me To Manage. A New Relationship Just Seems Like Way Too Much Work.

I've Learned To Trust Myself, To Listen To Truth, To Not Be Afraid Of It And To Not Try And Hide It.

Cause I Rely On My Illusions, To Keep Me Warm At Night. I've Denied In My Capacity To Love, And I Am Willing To Give Up This Fight

I'm A Closet Backstreet Boys Fan. They're Very Sweet

I Love [that] You Smile At Me, I Love The Way Your Hands Reach Out And Hold Me Near... I Believe This Is Heaven To No One Else But Me.