And I Swear That I Don't Have

I Remember Feeling Ashamed, For Some Reason. I Was Ashamed Of My Parents. I Couldn't Face Some Of My Friends At School Anymore, Because I Desperately Wanted To Have The Classic, You Know, Typical Family. Mother, Father. I Wanted That Security, So I Resented My Parents For Quite A Few Years Because Of That.

I Had A Really Good Childhood Up Until I Was Nine, Then A Classic Case Of Divorce Really Affected Me.

Don't Read My Diary When I'm Gone.

I'm Not Worried About What's Going To Happen When I'm Thirty, Because I Am Never Going To Make It To Thirty. You Know What Life Is Like After Thirty - I Don't Want That.

Life Is A Waste Of Time And Time Is A Waste Of Life, So Let's All Get Wasted And Have The Time Of Our Lives.