All I Want Is Blackness. Blackness And

The Day I Went Into Physics Class It Was Death.

So I Kiss Him, And There Is The Great Dark Sea Ahead.

God, But Life Is Loneliness, Despite All The Opiates, Despite The Shrill Tinsel Gaiety Of "parties" With No Purpose, Despite The False Grinning Faces We All Wear. And When At Last You Find Someone To Whom You Feel You Can Pour Out Your Soul, You Stop In Shock At The Words You Utter - They Are So Rusty, So Ugly, So Meaningless And Feeble From Being Kept In The Small Cramped Dark Inside You So Long. Yes, There Is Joy, Fulfillment And Companionship - But The Loneliness Of The Soul In Its Appalling Self-consciousness Is Horrible And Overpowering.

If There's Anything I Look Down On, It's A Man In A Blue Outfit.

Eternity Bores Me, I Never Wanted It.